The Sweetest Words

On Friday evening when I was with my daughter's two boys

Cole who's 6 and Caleb who's 4, we were all snuggled

in beds , watching a movie.

Caleb said " I don't love you gramma"

Oh the hurt, a knife in my heart, but I know

kids say things they feel at the time, but really

don't mean.

Cole said "Caleb , why don't you love our gramma?"

Caleb " cuz when we're bad, she's mean"  

I laughed and told Cole at least he realizes it's only when

he's bad. 

Cole said to me

"Gramma I'll love you forever, even when I'm in Heaven"

My heart over flowing with love said, " Cole , remember this, Gramma

will love you forever too, even when I'm in Heaven"

Cole is such a kind , sweet, loving boy who will usually do whatever

you ask . Caleb is a sweet, mischevious boy, who rarely listens

and loves to bully and hurt his younger brother.  I love them both

so much, I could never have imagined loving so hard when I was younger.

Life has brought me such love & now I feel so blessed by God's gifts..More than 

I ever imagined I would have!!

OH, before I left the boys Friday night..Caleb said " I love Gramma"

Of course I knew that all along..  

I'm fighting this for MY FAMILY, my FRIENDS and for 

everyone to see through me our Lord and Saviour!!

Jesus.

I just want all of you who read this to know

how much each loved one is loved by me..

and how much each internet friend means to me.

Enjoy the Lord's day & celebrate the gift of life

fondly, Deena

(who's coming to terms with the PINK thing)