The Weekend was Good

Yesterday Rich and I went to lunch, I painted a coat 

on the shutters and then we watched a movie

from 2006..

Beowulf & Grendel

...enjoyable..

Today I went to see "Martian Child" with John Cusack

it was a wonderful heart warming film..I think I fell in

love with John Cusack today..his roll was GREAT

and the story was TOUCHING.  About a man who

adopts a boy..I can't tell you anymore ..as you need to see it!!

I went two friends who use to work at the bank with me.  One friend, Patty

I hadn't seen for 3?? maybe 4 years..and we use to be so close. 

The other friend, Cindy

has always kept in touch AND she always makes me laugh.  

We went for a light lunch and began asking questions about 

my breast cancer, which I am glad to answer. 

It was so good to be with friends who know you so well.

I received an email with a photo from one of my internet friends today , with her

sweet granddaughters, it was so sweet and I just smiled at my friend and the girls.

Lately  I've reflected on friends, and how some mean so much to you

and yet, they seem to be too busy to take time to call or email. 

Any friend that I loose , I grieve for..and lately I have been

trying to deal with the loss of a group of friends.  

Each friend meant so much .. I pray that God helps me deal with

the loss of a handful of friends..and helps me to let them go. I also

pray I treat everyone with God's love.  

I have been quite melancholy tonight, I just need to rest my mind

and wake up to another day tomorrow.

I'll be going for all my pre surgery tests tomorrow  & the plastic surgeon

visit after that.  I'm praying for God to help me make a decision 

about the breast reconstruction..I don't really feel I want it

but hubby thinks I should for me. I just want to be well as 

soon as I can be & not go through numerous surgeries.

Praying for wisdom to help me deal with my current issues.

I hope tomorrow brings a POSITIVE attitude ..not this

what's the use attitude.

I think I'll need a sleeping aid tonight, my mind isn't at rest.

night ~~ Deena