Merry Christmas

I took a picture of how

beautiful the snow is.

I will try to get it on my 

blog. 

I even bought a new camera 

and am hoping the grandboys will help me take

pictures of OUR gathering.

I have not posted for so long. I

think most of you know I am disabled 

from my cancer.  It is hard for me

to use the Mac and I am sad about that.

My cancer is gone, but I am still under the

care of my oncologist and my neurosurgeon.

Since the loss of my husband in July has left

me in frustation .  Some days are decent

and other days find me asking God why I

am I still here and what is my purpose 

on earth.  I live in a lovely , lonely home.

I am disabled and can not drive. It is hard to

have to find someone to take me to grocery store

and to the doctors every time I need to go.

I love the Lord and I pray daily. I am still

in grief and I hope that things will constantly

become better.

I feel that sharing my thoughts will help others and

that it would be a blessing to others. I have been

strong and love it when I get a call from a friend.

I have a Christmas breakfast for my grown children 

and my 6 grandsons. I need to get some things

to cook. Bacon, sausage, eggs,  and I would

love to hear from you.  What are your favorites 

casserole recipes.

I hope everyone has a Merry CHRISTmas and

has a BLESSED season.

and one old phrase

JESUS IS THE REASON FOR THE SEASON

God bless

Merry Christmas

Here I am! Finally

I am checking in with all my blog friends to 

say Merry CHRISTmas.

This has been so hard to carry on

without Rich. I am trying hard to

stay in touch with all of my blog 

friends.  

We have had snow, sleet and just plain ice.

It was VerY cold for awhile. That is Midwest

weather.

 I am having a Christmas breakfast

for my adult kids and my six grandsons.

I hope to go out tomorrow for family food

and I need to find someone to take me there. 

Live is so hard without being able to drive.

Rich did so much for me, I realize that now.

Please post your Christmas plans

and any breakfast recipes I can

use for MY Christmas. LOL

We have done this tradition for a few years.

 I did take a picture of our snow . It looked so

awesome with all the boughs bending down. I

will try to get them posted.

I would love to hear from all you.

My Beloved Husband

With heavy and broken heart I came to tell you

I lost my Heart when i lost my husband  in

a motorcycle accident sunday.  

My sorrow is almost more than I can bare.

He was only 47 and we had been married for

20 years.  

I will be burying him Friday AM

I have a strong family to help me

and loving friends to support me.

I will be sorrowful I will try to

carry on , with Jesus there is hope

and love.

I NEED HELP

so sorry 

My computer days are so hard.

I posted today. It is another blog

that I created.  I have so much to 

share!!! Pictures and seed to share 

I can't even find my own blog spot

Seems I have opened another.

I can try to do more later.

MAC is easy  not for me

What a Waste of Time

Some one spent a lot of time making 

fake comments on my cancer blog.

Used bad language and just kept doing

it.  What a loser.

We had some snow, who didn't?  I is now

April 2nd . I went to my eye doctor yesterday and he again said, 

you are unable to drive. I guess that

is the answer and won't change.

I am so glad I have friends who

will offer me transportation and

fun places to go.

It's so late. I wanted to post some snow.

I will do that tomorrow . 

The robins and cardinals are looking

for worms and seed.

I must go to bed. 

I hope I post pictures tomorrow.

HUGS

My Grandsons, The Jacksons

I have gotten some photos of the grandsons. I hope I can figure them out.

I can't believe how hard the basic things are for me.

If I could I would post every day. Cancer changed my life. The brain mets

and all the things the doctors used to treat me made some else, but I

am alive. I can't drive. My long term memory is ok, but short term, to so 

good. I can forget something in a minute. 

I can't believe I was a Bank Vice President. Seriously,I can't make change for a 

tip for a lunch .  Life is a challenge but I accept that challenge and all the bruises that come with it.

Ok, I am going to get those grandson pix posted. Wish me luck.

I did it!!!

Lost in Space

I am so sorry. I haven't posted for so long. My brain is out of sync. 

 The holidays were good . We had our Christmas breakfast. I didn't even get the camera out, my brain doesn't remember how to take pix.

We have no measurable snow and no cold days. I try to stay in. I fall down when I get the mail so I let Rich do that.  ** FootLoose** is on the radio and it reminds me that Kevin Bacon has a new show premiering on Monday!!

I RECEIVED SOME ORIGINS GINGER LOTION, A LOVELY OWL ORNAMENT, A COPPER OWL, A NEW COFFEE MAKER AND PICTURES OF MY

JACKSON GRANDSONS AND THEY ARE ALREADY FRAMED AND HANGING IN THE DINING ROOM. I WILL POST SOME PIX OF 

THINGS TODAY IF I CAN. 

SHARE what your best presents were, PLEASE