Sunday, December 22, 2013

Merry Christmas



I took a picture of how
beautiful the snow is.
I will try to get it on my 
blog. 

I even bought a new camera 
and am hoping the grandboys will help me take
pictures of OUR gathering.

I have not posted for so long. I
think most of you know I am disabled 
from my cancer.  It is hard for me
to use the Mac and I am sad about that.

My cancer is gone, but I am still under the
care of my oncologist and my neurosurgeon.
Since the loss of my husband in July has left
me in frustation .  Some days are decent
and other days find me asking God why I
am I still here and what is my purpose 
on earth.  I live in a lovely , lonely home.

I am disabled and can not drive. It is hard to
have to find someone to take me to grocery store
and to the doctors every time I need to go.

I love the Lord and I pray daily. I am still
in grief and I hope that things will constantly
become better.

I feel that sharing my thoughts will help others and
that it would be a blessing to others. I have been
strong and love it when I get a call from a friend.

I have a Christmas breakfast for my grown children 
and my 6 grandsons. I need to get some things
to cook. Bacon, sausage, eggs,  and I would
love to hear from you.  What are your favorites 
casserole recipes.

I hope everyone has a Merry CHRISTmas and
has a BLESSED season.

and one old phrase
JESUS IS THE REASON FOR THE SEASON

God bless

Merry Christmas


Here I am! Finally



I am checking in with all my blog friends to 
say Merry CHRISTmas.

This has been so hard to carry on
without Rich. I am trying hard to
stay in touch with all of my blog 
friends.  

We have had snow, sleet and just plain ice.
It was VerY cold for awhile. That is Midwest
weather.
 I am having a Christmas breakfast
for my adult kids and my six grandsons.
I hope to go out tomorrow for family food
and I need to find someone to take me there. 

Live is so hard without being able to drive.
Rich did so much for me, I realize that now.

Please post your Christmas plans
and any breakfast recipes I can
use for MY Christmas. LOL
We have done this tradition for a few years.
 I did take a picture of our snow . It looked so
awesome with all the boughs bending down. I
will try to get them posted.

I would love to hear from all you.


Tuesday, July 9, 2013

My Beloved Husband



With heavy and broken heart I came to tell you
I lost my Heart when i lost my husband  in
a motorcycle accident sunday.  

My sorrow is almost more than I can bare.
He was only 47 and we had been married for
20 years.  

I will be burying him Friday AM
I have a strong family to help me
and loving friends to support me.

I will be sorrowful I will try to
carry on , with Jesus there is hope
and love.





Thursday, July 4, 2013

I NEED HELP


so sorry 
My computer days are so hard.
I posted today. It is another blog
that I created.  I have so much to 
share!!! Pictures and seed to share 


I can't even find my own blog spot
Seems I have opened another.

I can try to do more later.
MAC is easy  not for me






Tuesday, April 2, 2013

What a Waste of Time


Some one spent a lot of time making 
fake comments on my cancer blog.

Used bad language and just kept doing
it.  What a loser.

We had some snow, who didn't?  I is now
April 2nd . I went to my eye doctor yesterday and he again said, 
you are unable to drive. I guess that
is the answer and won't change.

I am so glad I have friends who
will offer me transportation and
fun places to go.

It's so late. I wanted to post some snow.
I will do that tomorrow . 
The robins and cardinals are looking
for worms and seed.

I must go to bed. 
I hope I post pictures tomorrow.

HUGS





Friday, January 25, 2013

My Grandsons, The Jacksons


I have gotten some photos of the grandsons. I hope I can figure them out.
I can't believe how hard the basic things are for me.
If I could I would post every day. Cancer changed my life. The brain mets
and all the things the doctors used to treat me made some else, but I
am alive. I can't drive. My long term memory is ok, but short term, to so 
good. I can forget something in a minute. 

I can't believe I was a Bank Vice President. Seriously,I can't make change for a 
tip for a lunch .  Life is a challenge but I accept that challenge and all the bruises that come with it.

Ok, I am going to get those grandson pix posted. Wish me luck.






I did it!!!









Friday, January 18, 2013

Lost in Space





I am so sorry. I haven't posted for so long. My brain is out of sync. 

 The holidays were good . We had our Christmas breakfast. I didn't even get the camera out, my brain doesn't remember how to take pix.

We have no measurable snow and no cold days. I try to stay in. I fall down when I get the mail so I let Rich do that.  ** FootLoose** is on the radio and it reminds me that Kevin Bacon has a new show premiering on Monday!!

I RECEIVED SOME ORIGINS GINGER LOTION, A LOVELY OWL ORNAMENT, A COPPER OWL, A NEW COFFEE MAKER AND PICTURES OF MY
JACKSON GRANDSONS AND THEY ARE ALREADY FRAMED AND HANGING IN THE DINING ROOM. I WILL POST SOME PIX OF 
THINGS TODAY IF I CAN. 

SHARE what your best presents were, PLEASE