I'm sleeping alone.
Praying for 2.5 years has revealed no answer, surely I must have
cut myself off from God.
When life is bad, I try to hide . ..lest I alienate friends, what few true
friends I have. I am feeling sorry for ME and that doesn't do any good.
My husband has not put me first...nor will he ever. Someone told me
he isn't showing love and support, they must have been correct. I
only matter if I can be happy here with his dad here, he told
me once , be happy or get out. I suppose I should hit the road.
I need to be alone & stay alone.
I know I am not the only one with hurts..or has an illness. I am going to pray
that I stop being self centered and find a way to live alone.